Monday, May 23, 2016

Speech-This I Believe

'You Have To Be Your Biggest Believer'

In this world you constantly hear cheesy mantras and quotes about how you need to ‘Believe In 
Yourself!’. Everyone has heard these phrases hundreds of times. But the truth is that I didn't believe in myself and I still struggle to. That was until I found the quote that changed the way I think. ‘You have to be your biggest believer.’  My biggest passion in life is music. I’ve loved music for many years before I decided to pursue it. For years I pushed the idea out of my mind. That changed when I found self belief. 

One day last year I was listening to an interview that my favorite musician gave. I heard them say, ‘You have to be your biggest believer.’ I learned that you can't be scared to follow your own dreams. After this, I didn't want to hide my dream from myself anymore, just because I found it stupid. I wanted to be known, admired, but above all, I wanted to be an artist. 

I admitted to not only myself that I have a serious dream, but to others as well. Yet, I felt as if I'd never make it and some people thought this as well. Each time I felt defeated, the quote would form in my mind. I have to be my biggest believer. Everyone has dreams that they think are embarrassing, stupid or far fetched, I know I do, but in reality these dreams are attainable. Attainable by believing in yourself before expecting others to believe in you.You have to follow your dreams, only then will people start to believe in you. This is why I believe that you have to be your own biggest believer.

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Final Reflection

Final Reflection - Please incorporate these nine questions into your final reflective blog for the school year. Keep in mind these questions should be focused on your time in Mrs. Larson's Accelerated English Language Arts classes.
1- What are the three most important things you learned this year?
2- What is something we did this year that you think you will remember for the rest of your life?
3- What was the nicest thing someone in our class did for you this year?
4- What is something you taught your teacher or classmates this year?
5- In what area do you feel you made your biggest improvements? What is something you accomplished this year that you are proud of?
6- What was the most challenging part of this year for you?
7- What was the best piece of writing that you did this year? Why do you think it is your best?
8- Of the books you read this year, which was your favorite? Why?
9- What advice would you give students who will be in this class next year

Yikes! So, graduation is in 10 days (or 6 school days). Which is kind of surprising. At first the school year felt like it was dragging but the past two months have gone by really quickly. Since the year is ending that means that a finals reflection on the year is due. So here goes nothing!

This school year I learned many valuable things in this ELA class, but there are some things that have been more valuable to me than others. One of the most important things I learned this year is how to fully experience a book. Each time we read a book for class, we didn't just read, we experienced the book. I learned how to take notes, generate meaningful questions, and valuable connections. I found this very important because it changed the way I read and how a book affects me. The next two things that I learned that I found important was learning how to write grammatically correct and to write in many different types of writing styles. I found these two things very important because it has made me a more versatile and skilled writer, which will no doubt help me in the future.

Our Socratic Seminars for Tuesday's With Morrie is something that I think I'll remember for the rest of life. I think I'll always remember this because it had such a big impact on me. In these Socratic Seminars I got to hear everyone's opinions and views on the novel. I think I'll also remember this because it was only of the only moments where we were all being genuine with each other about our lives and fears. As middle schoolers everyone tends to coat over real emotions and opinions, but at this point everyone was being very real with each other about how we perceive the world, and that really changed my views.

The nicest thing that someone in this class did for me was help me keep up homework and class work. I'm a very paranoid person when it comes to school work and get terrible anxiety if I forget what the work is/due dates. I can say that atleast once a week I would text Justin asking about homework or to clarify what our work was. Every single time I sent Justin a text he would always respond immediately, or answer calls whether they were late at night or at six in the morning. I think that this was very nice of him because he could have just ignored me but he always did his best to help me out.

I think something that the class as whole taught Mrs.Larson were really memorable things. One thing was when we taught her was 'Salty' meant and now she constantly uses on other students (95% of the time it's Sam). Another thing that the class taught Mrs.Larson was that it's really okay and funny to expose kids in class (Omar, Nick and Evie), I think this because up until the last couple of months I feel as if the class and Mrs.Larson didn't have much of a relationship, but once we taught her that things like this were funny to us she seem to give out different vibes.

I think the thing I made the biggest improvement in this year was how I write and my quality of writing. Something I accomplished this year that I'm proud of is my essays and final blog I wrote for TKAM. I feel proud of this because it was something that I had struggled with but I did it very well.

There have been many difficult times during the year but the most challenging part of the school year by far was first getting into Mrs.Larsons class. This was particularly hard for me for many reasons. Since I had transferred to Heritage in very late September I was randomly placed in classes that were too easy for me and not challenging me. After about two weeks into me being here I was randomly informed one morning that my schedule was changed and that I'd have to go to Mrs.Larsons class. This was challenging for many reasons. Everyone else had Mrs.Larson before and I hadn't so I didn't know anything about how she ran her classes or her expectations which was really difficult for me.

I think my best piece of writing this year was my Life Is Beautiful/Night blog. I think this was my best writing this year for many reasons. I feel as if I had written it in a very proper way and that my formatting was very good. I also feel that my comparing and contrasting method worked very well.

Of the books I've read this year I'd have to say that my favorite one was 'Valley Of The Dolls' by Jacqueline Susann, even though I read this independently. This is actually one of my favorite books in general. This was my favorite books because it is one of the only books I've read that I felt that I could relate to characters. I loved the themes that the book involved and just the representation of the darker side of Hollywood, fame, and American culture. I am very much obsessed with American culture and the American obsession with beauty and popularity and I felt that this book represented the vanity of America and our obsession with being famous.

Some advice I would give to students that are entering this class next year is that to just to do what you have to do and manage your time. I would say that you should always start an assignment when it is assigned because due dates are always closer than they appear. I would also say that you just need to do your work. If you do your homework and assignments with quality you will not have a hard time in this class at all. Manage your impulses,time, and submit quality work. 




Thursday, May 12, 2016

Tuesdays With Morrie PT.IV

Prompt-1- Explain the aphorism in detail. what was Morrie's main message?
2-     Relate the aphorism to a movie, song, historical event, current event, personal experience, etc. and explain in detail how the example you have chosen relates to the aphorism.
3-     Evaluate the aphorism by explaining why you agree/disagree with it. Give specific reasons for your position and specific evidence from the text to support your position.
4-     Take a picture of your aphorism to use as your graphic.
5- Include your own aphorism regarding life.

'The Most Important Thing In Life Is To Learn How Give Out Love And Let It Come In'. The main message of Morries aphorism was 'You Get What You Give'. This means that as a person you have to learn how to show others and the world love to in return learn how to accept love. 

I related this aphorism with the movie 'Juno', starring Ellen Page and Micheal Cera. In the movie Juno, after she gets pregnant with Paulie Bleekers baby, she relaizes that she is in love with him. She doesn't want him to know that she is in love with him, but she also doesn't know that he really does love her. After having her baby and giving it up for adoption she finally learns how to give/show Paulie love to then accept his love, whereas before she would dismiss his love as friendship or pity for getting her pregnant. 

I agree with this aphorism because I believe that this is a world of balances, in which you get an equal amount of what you give. If you give out positivity and positive energy to others, you in turn will receive positive energy as well, the same goes for negative energy or emotion. Another reason I believe this is because in the novel Mitch had to show Morrie love and care (by taking care of him, massaging him, etc) to truly recieve and really feel Morries love, and Morrie gave out all his love to the world and in turn accepted love from others. 

One aphorism I have regarding life is 'Live Your Best Life No Matter What Others Think'

Wednesday, May 4, 2016

Tuesdays With Morrie Pt.III

Prompt-Explain how the past four Socratic Seminars have influenced your thinking about Tuesdays with Morrie and life in general.
What trends did you notice with yourself and your personal goals for each seminar? How did your personal goal(s) change and what did you actively do to change throughout our last four discussions?
What trends did you notice with the class for each seminar? What did you notice that helped or hindered a specific seminar?


The past four Socratic Seminars have influenced my understanding of 'Tuesdays With Morrie' and just how I intake the world in many ways. When first beggining the book I thought that it was kind of morbid to be recording a mans death. After the first Socratic Seminar I began to see the book in a more positive light. During the seminars I saw how other interpreted Morries aphorisms and just the book in general and I changed my views. Tuesdays With Morrie made me want to change the way I live my daily life. I have realized that in American society and culture we are very oblivious to what goes on around us and to social interaction. I feel as if I am more aware of what is going on in our world and just an all around more aware person about our futures and how much our decisions affect the world.


Throughout the seminars I noticed some trends about myself and my goals for our seminars. Something I noticed about myself was that I made a lot of connections to other literature (Valley Of The Dolls, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower) and to music (Album:Froot By Marina And The Diamonds), but I rarely vocalized these connections. I realized that I didn't vocalize these connections due to two reasons. Reason one being that my connections felt out of place in our conversations, and reason two being that I felt no one would know what I was connecting to/wouldn't understand my connections. During the seminars my goals never really changed but after the first seminar I really did try to speak more as we had more seminars.

During our seminars I noticed a lot of trends amongst the group. One trend was that it was usually the same 4-5 people talking and starting the conversations, or asking the first question. I also noticed that we were not giving many people the chance to speak. For example, many times during the seminar a person would try to talk but would immediately get cut off by someone else. I also noticed that whenever there was no speaking it would get kind of awkward and everyone would laugh and just repeat things that were already said. Some things that helped the seminar was when people would ask Indepth questions (opinion questions), and when people made connections to previous literature we have read. Some things that hindered the seminar was when individuals would call out others who rarely spoke to get them to speak.

Thursday, April 28, 2016

Tuesdays With Morrie Pt.II


Prompt-Based on the 6 Tuesdays you have read about in Tuesdays with Morrie, choose which topic (The World, Feeling Sorry For Yourself, Regrets, Death, Family, or Emotions) that has had the most impact on you or inspired you. On your blog discuss the importance of this topic with your own opinions, including textual evidence (direct quotes) from the book.

Since I have started reading 'Tuesdays With Morrie', the most inspirational topic/Tuesday has been 'Feeling Sorry For Yourself. This topic has really had an impact on me in a number of ways. I am a person who tends to feel sorry for myself in many ways. I have two half siblings and a step dad (meaning my parents are divorced). I tend to think that I have a reason to feel sorry for myself since I don't have an 'ideal' life. After reading about Morries experiences it has made me feel sorry for myself less often.

When Morrie found out he had ALS he felt the pain of not only himself but of others as well. He feels sorry for himself but only allows himself to feel sorry for himself for a short amount of time. On page.57, Morrie states "I give myself a good cry if I need it. But then I concentrate on all the good things still in my life." This really impacted him. It made me think about how Morrie had such a terrible thing happen to him and not focus on it. This made me think about how I can allow myself to feel self-pity but also think about how many things are going well for me and how I should appreciate my own life just as Morrie did. 





Thursday, April 21, 2016

Tuesdays With Morrie Bucketlist

Prompt-What are your initial reactions to what you have read in Tuesdays with Morrie thus far? One of the main themes developing in Tuesdays with Morrie is not to take your life for granted. Based on this premise, what is on your Bucketlist? You can write a paragraph leading up to a bulleted list of what you would like to do/accomplish in your life.

As of what I've read so far in 'Tuesdays With Morrie', I can say that it is very interesting. This book is about a man named Morrie Schwartz. As Morrie ages he find out that he has ALS, also known as Lou Gehrig's disease. This a disease that slowly weakens your nerve endings and will eventually paralyze you. When Morrie is confronted with death he does not get depressed or loses the will to live. In fact, quite the opposite happens. Morrie begins to teach his final lesson as a college professor. This is a lesson about death and what it is like to die. Morrie begins speaking large amounts of knowledge and truths about lives until his death. Morrie is a very positive man who is a natural speaker. I like Morrie because of his figurative ways of delivering life lessons. His vocalizations about life and its lessons are not blunt but do get straight to the point.

One of the main themes of Tuesday's with Morrie is to not take life for granted. Since we are supposed to learn to not take our lives for granted, we are to write a bucket list of 'goals' we want to accomplish/complete before our deaths. Although my goals may be considered childish by some there are actual mature goals that will be mixed in amongst my childish goals. My Bucketlist is as follows:

-Meet Marina And The Diamonds
-Meet Melanie Martinez
-Fight a bear
-Talk to Ghosts! (Preferably the Spooky kind)
-Meet Halsey
-Meet Lana Del Rey
-Visit every state (Even Delaware! And 'The South')
-See Paloma Faith in Concert
-Learn to play nearly every Marina And The Diamonds song on piano
-Own every Teen Suicide Album on cassette and vinyl
-Own every Marina And The Diamonds release (Eps, Lps, Casettes, Boxsets, etc.)
-Move to California with my best friend
-Meet Josh Dun and Tyler Joseph (Twenty Øne Piløts)
-Get my degrees in Music Production and Creative Writing
-Get a record deal with Neon Gold Records, Astralwerks, or Hopeless Records
-Play Warped Tour atleast once (Even if it's the terrible Ernie Ball or Acoustic stages)
-Go to Coachella more than once
-Go to Lollapalooza in Chicago and Brasil
-Learn To Play The Cello
-Meet Clean Bandit
-Have a family
-Have children (Ew I know but babies are cute when you get to dress them up)
-Own my own house
-Move to Camden or London for atleast a year
-Go To Glastonbury Festival
-Be to atleast one kid what Marina and The Diamonds is for me



Friday, April 8, 2016

3rd Quarter Relfection

Prompt-In what area do you think you made your biggest improvements in English Language Arts? 
 What is something you have accomplished this quarter that you are proud of? What has been the most challenging part of 3rd Quarter for you and what did/can you do to help overcome this?

One area that I believe I have had the biggest improvement in was in writing. I think this because when I look at writing pieces from last quarter and beyond, I see a huge positive change. I have gotten better in writing in TIQA format for narrative and informational writing. For example I see a huge positive change in writing informational text. Before this quarter I packed the skill to write informatively and would often include my opinion when not needed. Since learning to to properly write this quarter I have improved very much.

Something that I accomplished this quarter that I am very proud is reading a lot of different kinds of books. Over the last quarter I have read many genres of books. Some include biography, fiction, historical fiction, and cult classics. I am proud of this because when it comes to reading I am very picky in what I want to read. To have read such different kinds of books makes me proud of myself for changing my ways. Related to this I am proud that I chose to read different genres because I finally read 'Valley Of The Dolls', which ended up being my favorite book.

The most challenging part of the 3rd quarter for me was reading my books for Battle Of The Books. This was challenging for me because there have been many other books that I wanted to read/read (Valley Of The Dolls, Renasaince Spook, Lolita etc.) that were distracting me from the books that I needed to read. I overcame this by using two methods. These methods include not touching the free choice books until I read the books that needed to be read and by not looking into the free choice books until I read what was needed.